Late night thoughts..

The hand which I thought was just for me, 
Was actually extended for every other person. 
The care which I thought was just for me, 
Was actually in his trait to be showered with no reason. 
He is a good person by heart and I fell for his goodness, 
But how would I know that this one sided thing was leading me to darkness. 
I was living in my own world with him in my imaginations, 
He had no idea why was I acting all weird all of a sudden in retaliation. 
Yes I started being stupid with ignoring him and avoiding all sort of contact, 
It was my biggest mistake as I pushed him away and it was obvious for him to react. 
I distanced us completely and messed it up all, 
I could never tell him what all was going on in my heart and soul. 
Maybe he knew or maybe not I could never know, 
All I had were my feelings left inside of me and will never show. 
Some things are better left unsaid as people have prejudices, 
I believe in silent love now as only I have to deal with the consequences.